The other night I watched the season finale of that show on mtv "the real oc" Ocean Harbor or whatever it's called and the highschool friends were saying bye to their friends and some of them were leaving to college and whoa! I was crying. I was totally weeping and I actually haven't cried in awhile. I have been taking the generic form of Zoloft for the last year and I don't think that has made me not able to cry I just use to cry ALL the stinking time and now that my emotions are more balanced I just don't cry that much. But I guess I was thinking about when I started college and I think also it's just the whole goodbye thing is always sad for me, I've cried while watching the season finales of Real Worlds, too.
I'm actually excited to move and feel some more independence from my parents even though I do love them more now than I ever have before. I feel for me like this is a spiritual thing:
in the sense that,
-trusting God
-stretching myself
-stepping out of my comfort zone
-All of these things help me to become more like Him, or more open to becoming more like Him
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